You Are My Everything

find someone

2005-05-14T11:08:00.000-05:00

"find someone you can love like crazy and someone who will love you the same way back"
-meet joe black

fyi: brad pitt in this movie looked totally *hott*..im a brad pitt fan!

2005-05-14T11:03:00.000-05:00

It was my time to decide.
I knew this was our time.
No one else will have me like you do.
No one else will have me, only you.

You'll sit alone forever,
you wait for the right time.
What are you hoping for?

I'm here, and now I'm ready,
holding on tight,
don't give away the end.

*this was lucas's away message today...i think hes talking about you alesia like always, haha. what do you think eh?

Hebrews13:5

2005-05-13T18:52:00.000-05:00

Hebrews 13:5

Keep your lives free from the love of money

and be content with what you have, because God has said,

"Never will I leave you;

never will I forsake you."

the places we would go

2005-05-05T21:54:00.000-05:00

oh the places we would go alesia and ang.
where would we fly?
where would we want to be? live?

im so stoked about you getting the job..now is passing the tests! i cant believe you're going to be in Houston for 4 weeks. ahh. what am i going to do? well i guess 4 weeks is better than freakin 15 months right? you'll be missed! lots!

man!! you get to fly!! totally awesome dude. thats exciting. i will be totally praying for you and everything. i love my alesia!

wondering thoughts

2005-05-02T21:47:00.000-05:00

well girls where to start with my 'wondering thoughts'...

which i have lots of and dont mind sharing with you bc ur my true and real friends.

like i shared with you alesia, im very blessed to have

girl friends who i can truly share anything with and feel that you guys

care,respect and trust what i tell you

alesia, i had a great time hanging out with you this weekend

man we do have such a great time together

laughing, cracking up at ourselves, crying and just being our

very weird selves, which totally rocks!

you crack me up! FYI-you can have Cory haha. hes nice and all but

not my type of guy..or maybe you can take Andrew!

heck no! i would let you bc ull probably get

groped on-if that is even a word-but im using it

means.."raped", weird experience with that one on saturday night eh?..

anyways, how many napkins do you need?

im not sharing my napkins anymore with you, you have to

ask the waitress next time, she'll probably charge you for them

for how many you use!! thats right ..you heard me! ill make you pay for them

i never want to lose such a great friend

we laugh.play. cry.

thanks for being there for me.

im thankful that we can be honest with each other and give/ask for advice

i know that you will tell me the truth and your opionion

and thats awesome. i hate when friends cant even be real with each

other and have stupid damn petty fights...

i cant stand those anymore. why cant we just tell what

is on our hearts/minds and just

share with each other and

seriously take some self critism. itll give some insight from the

outside looking in. which we need that

bc i cant see how others view my life and i need

them to share with me what they believe im doing right or wrong.

it better helps my relationship with God, friends, family,

ourselves. yeah i hate when ppl tell me what they think

or what do to with my life etc...but i do take most of that to

heart. bc i know ppl (you) care for me and what is

going on with my life.

we've all struggled in some way shape and form. thats why

we need great friends around us to help us.

i hate when i ask for help. seriously. urrr. but thats giving my

"control"-"pride" up and letting others help.

especially from GOD. which is very

hard for me to do. but its been very rewarding when i come

falling! falling down on my kneels

begging Him to help me!

i like being honest. sometimes i can be brutually honest.

thats bad and good at times. depends how i use it.

you seriously have to be quite honest at times.

to get your damn point across.

do you agree with me? Y OR N?

im sick of hurting. sick of my life. i want a change. i want something new. i want more of Him. He is the TRUE answer to anything and EVERYTHING. i dont want to be myself. i want to stand out and be different. most of all i want GOD to SHINE in me for ALL people to see! AMEN!

Titus 2.11-14

2005-04-23T17:34:00.000-05:00

Titus 2.11-14

11 For the [grace of God] has appeared,

bringing salvation to all, 12 training us to

renounce impiety (ungodlyness) and wordly (flesh) passions, and in

the present age to live lives that are self-controlled,

upright, and godly, 13 while we wait

for the blessed hope and the manifestation of

the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus

Christ. 14 He it is who gave himself for us that

he might redeem us from all iniquity and purify

for himself a people of his own who are zealous (passion & desire for God)

for good deeds.

be blessed!!

2005-04-23T12:02:00.000-05:00

Be Blessed!!!
HANDY LITTLE CHART - God has a positive answer:
YOU SAY*********GOD SAYS
BIBLE VERSES
You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you
(John 3:16 & John 3:34)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28)
You say: "I can't forgive myself
"God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear(
(II Timothy 1:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)
You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

tears

2005-04-22T19:39:00.000-05:00

its raining and we're suppose to get snow over the weekend. depression right there. i want warm weather. its been nice the last few weeks, why it stay like that? since i was little i thought rain represented God's "tears". His "tears" pooring down on us because His heart is broken for us. i dont want God to cry. i want God to be overjoyed-proud of us! He should be. Why cant we give Him that?